How do you see or imagine your baby/ies now that you do not have them with you?
I know that Carleigh is in Heaven and she is happy. She'll never have to experience pain or sorrow. She'll only know true joy in the Lord. She has a life that is far better than mine, and I would want nothing less for my special girl. I like to think that she can see me and that she is happy that I'm her mommy. I imagine that Carleigh looks a lot like her sister Kyndra but with subtle differences. I'm pretty sure she would've been a blonde-haired little princess.
How did the loss of your last pregnancy affect your choices/decisions about the birth of your subsequent pregnancy?
I haven't experienced a sub pregnancy yet. We are currently TTC so perhaps soon. I know I will be nervous whenever I do get pregnant as I fear the loss of another child. I know that I can trust God to get me through both good times and difficult times.
I also wanted to share this song with you all. It's called You're Not Shaken by Phil Stacey and I hear it on KLOVE. It's one I've been listening to a lot lately.