Friday, July 31, 2009

The Secret Garden Meeting-July


The Secret Garden Meeting used to be known as Under The Tree. This is a place for hope, healing, acceptance, support, and most importantly a place to be free and safe. Please join us!

How do you see or imagine your baby/ies now that you do not have them with you?

I know that Carleigh is in Heaven and she is happy. She'll never have to experience pain or sorrow. She'll only know true joy in the Lord. She has a life that is far better than mine, and I would want nothing less for my special girl. I like to think that she can see me and that she is happy that I'm her mommy. I imagine that Carleigh looks a lot like her sister Kyndra but with subtle differences. I'm pretty sure she would've been a blonde-haired little princess.

How did the loss of your last pregnancy affect your choices/decisions about the birth of your subsequent pregnancy?

I haven't experienced a sub pregnancy yet. We are currently TTC so perhaps soon. I know I will be nervous whenever I do get pregnant as I fear the loss of another child. I know that I can trust God to get me through both good times and difficult times.


I also wanted to share this song with you all. It's called You're Not Shaken by Phil Stacey and I hear it on KLOVE. It's one I've been listening to a lot lately.


12 comments:

HappyascanB said...

Honey, you continue to amaze me with your faith, your strength, and your grace. God bless you.

Who We'll Forever Be. said...

she IS a princess! i understand the fear and hope that you experience right now as you TTC. we are feeling the same!

xoxo
MB

afteriris said...

Both of your beautiful daughters are so lucky to have you for a mommy.

Sending you lots of love and hope for TTC. x

Danielle said...

Thank you for all the sweet comments! I am so glad God placed you in my life. The song you posted is amazing. Thank you for sharing. I like to think Wyatt can see and hear us from heaven as well. Even though he isn't physically here, I still catch myself talking to him...

Sending you hugs and baby dust as you TTC.

Veronica said...

I'll be praying for you and hope that the Lord will bless you again with another sweet baby!

I've also heard that song on KLOVE, but before today, I hadn't really listened to the lyrics. It's such a powerful song. Thanks for sharing!

April said...

You just inspiring to read!

I have not heard that song from Phil Stacey here yet. We don't have KLOVE (did in Milwaukee), but we have a Green Bay Friend Family, Christian Family radio station that I am sure will be airing that soon. And it's an older one from Phil, then I don't know I haven't heard it yet :) Great song, one that many can relate to - or at least say to themselves "I could have written that song"!

Rikki said...

Im sure that she is very happy that you are her mummy. She couldnt have gotten a better one :)
I hope that you will have another beautiful bub one day soon.
xxx

Laura said...

I so agree with you on the first question and am praying that you will find yourself blessed with a new life growing inside of you soon!
Hugs-
Laura d.

The Writer Chic said...

Holly...I'm coming over from Tricia's blog comments and was drawn because I'm a native Ohioan (now in TN) and mommy to a baby in heaven.

Anyways, I just wanted to say hi, let you know I've been to "visit," and I'll be stopping back.

Blessings.

Monica

Lianne said...

I know our babies are living a LIFE in heaven that we all long for. Believing in that gives such comfort, yet frustration with the long wait for us being able to join them.

Henninger Family said...

Thank you for all of the amazing comments on my posts - you seem to have just the right thing to say to someone =)

Wishing you luck in TCC - I'll be here praying for you when it happens!

Celia said...

It is hard to imagine them as they might look now because our last (and forever) image of them is at their birth as newborns. But it is fun to wonder! I know Carleigh would have been a little princess, much as Noah would have been a little prince.

I pray that you are successful soon in TTC. As scary as it is, I know it is what we all want....a healthy subsequent pregnancy. I know that our little babies would be so excited to be big brothers and sisters!

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