I thought today was going pretty good until I got in the car to go pick up Kyndra from the sitter's. Wouldn't you know that More Beautiful You came on so I sang along with
Carleigh's version of the song. Of course, I couldn't make it completely through the song and the last line of the bridge always gets me. I choked down a sob as I felt the tears start to fill my eyes, but they didn't fall. At least not this time. Gosh, things just hit you all of a sudden and try to knock you down.
I watched a video of Mandisa's He Is With You at
HappyascanB. I've never heard this song before and wow is it good. I had to choke back another sob when I heard the line "He is with you when your baby's gone". I want to share this video with the rest of you but not with the intention of making you cry but because it is a good song.
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Holly, I am so sorry for the hard day you had. Thank you so much for the song, it is beautiful.
Gosh, I completely get it. So very sorry.
I want to play that Mandisa song but I'm too on the edge tonight. I have a feeling that it will send me over so I'm going to wait.
Nate's song is Angel by Sarah MacLaughin (sp?). His music video is on his website if you haven't seen it.
www.nathanryanlarson.blogspot.com. I still can't listen to that song. I just turn it off whenever it comes on. Hopefully, someday I'll enjoy it again.
I am so sorry it was that kind of day for you. I too have certain songs that just bring the tears everytime. I think it is good though. We all need to releae once in a while. xx
I had a choked up and angry day. Thank you for the song - - some days I wonder if I really believe it.
I sorta had a rough day just so much this time of year for me, thanx for sharing the song. I cry so easy somedays I cry over just the simplest thing as my son Ridge would say. Sorry you had a tough day. Hugs & Prayers for you my friend.
Caroline
Love you and I'm praying...
Oh My! I'm so sorry you were having a rough day and that song only added to the pain. I really am so sorry. It is a great song, and I am again praising God for your honesty, true faith, and determination to keep Carleigh's spirit alive and well. Hugs. . . .
Even though certain songs make me cry, it makes my heart feel good to hear them because at least I know someone (the singer) gets how I feel. Anyway, I had never heard More Beautiful You till you told me about it. Now I hear it all the time on the radio, LOL. I just love Mandisa!!! She sings in TobyMac's song "Lose My Soul" and I crank it when it's her part! ~Debbie
Holly, I'm sorry that yesterday was a tough one. I heard More Beautiful You on KLOVE too yesterday and I actually got to listening to all the words. What a powerful song. I had never heard of this Mandisa song, but it's also a good one.
I'll praying for you today and hope that you're feeling better.
((hugs)) There is a song on Logan's blog called "Miss you" and its not even about infant loss (dont even think its about death either), but for some reason I think of Logan & it makes me cry...its actuallly a really weird song, but I am kinda a weird girl ;)So whatever.
Anyways I got the book yesterday, cant wait to read it. Thanks!
I'm sorry you had a bad day. Hopefully things will look up soon.
Sending you a great big Bloggy Hug all the way from Alabama today! Those days come and go and sometimes the trigger is never really known. I pray that you will feel strong today and know that you have do many people that look up to you (I know I do).
Thank you so much for posting that video. You will never know just how needed that truly was at this moment.
"Gosh, things just hit you all of a sudden and try to knock you down." I have been thinking this same thing these past few days.
It's amazing sometimes what will set us off into despair after the loss of a child. After my baby passed away I would break down at all the stupidest moments. I was washing my car once and suddenly burst into tears. Hope you feel a little better. Tears can make you stronger. They are never a sign of weekness. *hugs*
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