Thursday, February 26, 2009

A little understanding

Most of you won't know what the heck I'm talking about but I feel the need to write about a situation that happened recently that upset me and some other people. I'm sorry for any part I had in the whole mess that caused a misunderstanding. I definitely could've handled things differently but know that I would never intentionally try and hurt someone's feelings. Please know I very much appreciate the efforts of everyone helping me. Try to understand I feel the need to have control in pretty much everything that happens on this journey because in reality I have absolutely no control of the thing that matters the most to me-my daughter. As my due date draws closer I am likely to become more emotional and sensitive to things. Just please bear with me. (Don't forgot you're dealing with a hormonal pregnant woman.) This isn't easy for me at all. Most of the time I do very well in front of people but when I am alone sometimes my emotions get to me.


Misty said...

Of course your emotions get to you, sweet heart. I sail along just lovely for a few weeks, and then I find myself on my butt. It's a rough ride. I would hope people are more understanding of your feelings right now, and are willing to issue a "free pass" when they don't understand you. You have to do, and control what you can, and what ever makes you feel more peaceful. Take good care of yourself! I'm here, right behind you.

Betty said...

Dont beat yourself up over whatever it was that happened. With all you are going through...piled with the hormones of pregnancy, wow, your still doing much better than I could even dream of doing myself! I'm sure everyone around you is very understanding.

Anonymous said...

Honey-I sure understand as a woman and mother what you are going through and if I have done anything to upset you I'm sorry. As, your mother I want to be here to love you and help you. You can count on me for ANYTHING. I love you very much. Mom-xoxo

Veronica said...

Hi Holly,

My name is Veronica and I'm on the ABFA support group with you. I gave birth and lost my baby, Erin Grace, last month. I want you to know that I am praying for you and I know how you are feeling. It's still VERY painful and I can't really say it gotten "better" yet but I feel I am being held by God and I know you will be too. Enjoy your time with your little Carleigh right now while you are still pregnant. I miss having Erin inside me so much... God bless you for this decision you are making with so much love. It is the road less traveled and it's so bittersweet. Take care of yourself and please feel free to contact me if you ever want to talk or have questions about the birth part.

Anonymous said...

I hope all is well. You have a lot on your plate right now, but you also are pregnant and those hormones definitely get the best of you! I'm always thinking about you and let me know if there's anything I can do :)


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