Sunday, December 19, 2010

8 years

December 19th. 8 years.

Can it really have been that long already? Has so many years already passed since that day? It used to be so hazy to me but time and the desire to know has brought back a lot that had been tucked away for so many years. In a way, I loathe this day because of what happened and how I wasn't strong enough to make a different choice. But I know I have been covered by God's forgiveness. I know He loves me and I know that Jordan loves me, despite what I have done.

Happy Birthday Jordan. You weren't born onto this earth, but you were born into Heaven. Mommy loves you now and always.

The song below is one I found 2 years ago. I'm not much into rap but I connect with this song.



...Happy Birthday...

9 comments:

Lisette said...

((HUGS)), thinking of you and Jordan.

Kari said...

I have to say, I don't know the story behind Jordan, but I am sorry for how this day makes you feel. Happy Birthday, Jordan.

Mattie said...

Much love to you and Jordan (((hugs)))

Jennifer said...

Holly, You are such a strong woman! Thank God for his promise of forgiveness. So thankful you have accepted His forgiveness and the peace that only He can give! Happy birthday sweet Jordan! Thinking of you today my friend!

Melissa said...

Happy Birthday Jordan.
Thinking of you Holly and wishing you a blanket of peace.

Jessica said...

Happy Birthday Jordan!

*hugs* Holly!!

pennynjon said...

Thinking of you today and praying for peace for you Holly.

Happy Heavenly Birthday Jordan

((Big Hugs))

Caroline said...

Happy Birthday Jordan !!
Thinking of you both always.
{{HUGS}}

Kelly @ Sufficient Grace Ministries said...

I have no idea how I missed this post. So sorry...I've been very lapse with the blogging. But, I do remember thinking of you and Jordan and praying for you on his birthday. Love and prayers, always...

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