Here it is, another year already. It seems like 2012 passed by so quickly. 2012 was a good year for us. We welcomed our 2nd rainbow, which has given us even more joy. I’ve also found a new level of missing though too with another addition to our family. I can’t say I’m surprised about it because I’ve learned not to expect anything about how grief should be. It is what it is.
I guess it’s the time of year where I am missing the most. The time from when we got her diagnosis to her birth. I am definitely feeling it in my heart lately.
Hoping that this year will also be a good year for us and for many of my sweet friends out there.
3 comments:
I'm expecting my 2nd rainbow & I wondered what that would be like regarding grief. Thanks for being honest. And I totally understand what you mean about the period of time from D-day until B-day. I'm the same way. (((hugs)))
Maybe it's the pregnancy hormones, maybe it's just "that time of year" like you said, but I've really been feeling it too. Just a heavy heart...all the time. She's always on my mind. I have to wonder, if this baby comes out a girl...will she help me heal or will it hurt that much more to look at her? I suppose time will tell.
I would imagine the holidays/birthdays/anniversaries to be the hardest. ((HUGS)) Glad 2012 was a good year for you and praying 2013 is awesome too.
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